urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone heidi heidi 2006-07-24T20:21:09Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:40242 2006-07-24T20:21:09Z 2006-07-24T20:21:09Z it takes having a child to know who your true friends are i think...there are alot of people that are just not worth the effort of even trying to get together with or stay friends with...but i don't think i need a whole lot of friends anyways...i think it's better to keep it to a minimum. but to those that have been a friend to us...thankyou so much. thankyou lizz. thankyou leslie. thankyou alex. thankyou steve. thankyou cassie. thankyou amber. thankyou to all of you that are there for us. you mean the world... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:39981 2006-06-02T00:46:45Z 2006-06-02T00:46:45Z went to the doctor today...im between 1 and 2 centimeters dilated...have my next appointment on tuesday...and if she's not here by then...then he wants to induce me on wednesday....goddamn this baby is stubborn...little does she know that reguardless of what she decides she's comin' out next week damnit!!! mwa hahahha!!! we're forcing her!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:39912 2006-05-25T00:22:19Z 2006-05-25T00:22:19Z ok i'm huge and cranky...c'mon lil' girl...grrr!!! marshall lied to me...he told me she was going to come today...the 24th...he's been telling me that for months...and it's today...and she's not here...damnit. this is just starting to piss me off...!!! i need to figure out what to do while i'm waiting to give birth. contractions really don't sound bad right now...they sound refreshing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:39570 2006-05-09T15:14:37Z 2006-05-09T15:14:37Z i wish i had a yard. that's the only thing that sucks about living in an apartment...no yard...means no garden...so i can't grow fresh veggies for my beasty girl. oh well. someday. <br /><br /><br /> this baby needs to get outta me before i go nuts. c'mon genevieve it's time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:39220 2006-03-31T20:07:48Z 2006-03-31T20:07:48Z i want this kid out. holy shit i feel like i'm gonna explode...7 weeks left..hopefully...hopefully she won't stay in there for more than 7 weeks. that would suck big time...its hard standing up from a sitting position when your midsection doesnt wanna bend. blah. BUT i get to be a momma with my best friend lizz..who is due in september...woohoo! chaos. moody blues are moody. they're awesome. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:38950 2006-03-03T00:21:14Z 2006-03-03T00:21:14Z heidi is in chattanoooooogggaaaaaa,TN. woohoo!!! B.A. yootiful weather!!! one thing is for sure tho...12 hours on the road is killer on a 7 month preggo ladies back...bleh. and i miss marshall. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:38836 2006-02-13T18:35:37Z 2006-02-13T18:35:37Z so after all the waiting and guessing...i finally have an answer!!!<br /><br /><br />IT'S A GIRL!!! ...<br /><br />which doesnt stop me from putting trucks and cars in her bedroom. PINK TRUCKS!!! lol. <br />i only have three months left to wait...and i'm becoming very impatient...these are the longest nine months of my life!!! but...i'm over the paranoia...before i was just constantly worried that there would be something wrong with her...but now that i know she's healthy and strong and just right, i'm just excited!!! this is truly a wonderful experience, watching my belly grow and feeling her kicking and punching me...and flipping around...heh..she's gonna be one active lil' girl! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:37663 2005-10-09T01:56:26Z 2005-10-09T01:56:26Z Heidi's gonna be a momma. holy shit that's a surprise huh? well i'm really excited and so is marshall and our mommas and families. Shit's about to get really busy though...cuz i don't wanna be 9 months pregnant when i get married so i'm moving my wedding from june 17th,2006.......to fuckin' dec. 10th, 2005!!! wooooweee!!! so now i have two months!!! and i need addresses....so if you know i'd invite you if i had a good memory then please please please leave me your address so i can send you an invitation. CONGRATULATIONS ME!!! in two months i will officially be Heidi Ann Millsaps! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:37253 2005-08-31T03:38:04Z 2005-08-31T03:38:04Z and the world goes 'round...the time keeps going...the days get closer together...time floats away in the breeze...and there's nothing in the world you can do about it but hope you can squeeze in enough work to satisfy the people that crave it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:36842 2005-07-15T15:19:44Z 2005-07-15T15:19:44Z grateful dead i'm excited to announce to everybody that on the date of june 17th, 2006 that Marshall and I will be joining in marriage!!! EVERYBODY IS INVITED! but i need addresses for invites...so give. and u shall receive...invitations a many.....ehh i duunooooo. but seriously we're getting married next year and it's gonna be awesome. woohoo! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:36182 2005-06-25T19:35:05Z 2005-06-25T19:35:05Z i know the anger people feel when they are about to kill someone...because whenever i think about you...all i see is red... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:34822 2005-03-16T14:18:07Z 2005-03-16T14:18:07Z oh shit its my birthday...tools.tools.tools.tools.for heidi. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:34603 2005-03-15T16:01:09Z 2005-03-15T16:01:09Z my fucking birthday is tomorrow. the big 2 motherfucking 0... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:34130 2005-02-26T17:48:04Z 2005-02-26T17:48:04Z REMEMBER i will always love you... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:33959 2005-02-08T09:32:18Z 2005-02-08T09:32:18Z im done with confusing things. its all over. so if you're confusing me think about it. cuz im happy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:33594 2005-01-26T05:50:12Z 2005-01-26T05:50:12Z check it out. theres this boy named marshall and he's tha shit...loves cars just like me...first boy ive been with that can talk about cars with me for hours...and work on cars with me...goes to school with me. only one problem...he's a ford guy...bleh. if we were to argue about anything it'd be about that...fuckn fords... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:33476 2005-01-12T04:18:46Z 2005-01-12T17:48:46Z bizzy bone- alpha and omega i love automatic transmissions...they're a miracle.....someone performed a miracle by actually thinkin up dat shit....hallelujah...12 more days of PURE AUTO TRANS!!! WOOHOO! <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i love boys named anthony. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:32985 2005-01-07T06:21:42Z 2005-01-07T06:21:42Z READ MY LAST JOURNAL ENTRY AND TELL ME EXACTLY WHAT YOU THINK IM TALKING ABOUT....IF YOU GUESS RIGHT I'LL GIVE YOU 30 BUCKS... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:32598 2005-01-06T18:49:31Z 2005-01-06T18:49:31Z in the midst of all hell you are still there for pleasure<br />when the sun rises and all hatred and frustration are on breath you are there for refreshment<br />when in need of any embrace, alone and lonely....you always pull through better than any other friend...<br />besides stability you are all anyone would ever need, and i thankyou...so...so much...for always keeping a smile on my face...i love you...and will never forget you even when we're not allowed to mangle anymore... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:32445 2005-01-05T22:39:37Z 2005-01-05T22:39:37Z <div align="center"><a href="http://www.quizdiva.com/bisexualquiz.php"><img src="http://www.quizdiva.net/bisexual-flag.jpg" border="0"></a><br /><br /><h2>You are <b>89</b>% Bisexual</h2><br /><a href="http://www.quizdiva.com/bisexualquiz.php"><font size="+1"><b>How bisexual are you?</b></font></a><br /><b><a href="http://www.quizdiva.com/">More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva</a></b></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:32248 2005-01-03T09:50:14Z 2005-01-03T09:50:14Z thinking so if i dont want a relationship right now..yet...this man that treats me with such great respect...and is into the same things im into...and has his life already together and has lots of money he's willing to spend on me...what is a grrl to do...hmm... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:31769 2004-12-28T19:59:16Z 2004-12-28T19:59:16Z today is the day how can people be so close minded to some things...i'm not in understanding...how somepeople say glorious muzyk and another says noise. how one person can follow the rest and the next go completely astray...fuck you everything im not gonna deal with your shit today...i wish i could do that but i'm too big of a pussy lol. <br /><br /><br />TODAY IS THE DAY I DO NOTHING AGAIN urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:31594 2004-12-28T04:54:43Z 2004-12-28T04:54:43Z who fuckin knows whats up with this shit...i dunno...don't ask me....how'd that happen...who cares i dont wanna talk about it...who put a bullett through his head? who cares i'm leaving...i don't wanna fucking argue... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:31309 2004-12-24T23:59:44Z 2004-12-24T23:59:44Z icp-crystal ball Today is christmas eve...and i havent even done any shopping...wish i wasn't so lazy all the time...goddamnit.<br /><br /><br />i need a J. O. B. <br />!<br />!<br />!<br /><br /><br /><br />wish there was something exciting to do...i always like being xhiliarated. i want my whole life to be a line of excitement.<br /><br /><br />wouldnt that be tha shit???<br /><br />new friends and secrets revealed everyday...new things to see and explore...<br /><br />im depressing myself...goddamnit. fuck this holiday...only good thing about the holiday season are my fucking toolboxes wrapped up in the fucking living room right now...i'll be happy because of those...and that's it...cuz those are some niceass fuckin craftsman toolboxes...in huge wrapping bags...crazy shit. so for the toolboxes..ths it. happy fucking eve moffakkaz urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pathosantigone:30981 2004-12-21T21:46:41Z 2004-12-21T22:54:30Z i've torn through flesh<br />i've burnt your soul with merely eyes<br />nothing will stop my unburning passion<br />a devil passion found only in revolutions<br />i've swept the blood off my cheeks like a second of life never happened...<br />like something that can be restarted and replayed<br />i found out i only had one life the hard way<br /><br />why does life have to be so careful?<br /><br />i could physically never feel again...<br />perfection and all its shy ways of sneaking past me...<br /><br />thankyou power for confusing me beyond recognition