heidi's Journal

it takes having a child to know who your true friends are i think...there are alot of people that are just not worth the effort of even trying to get together with or stay friends with...but i don't think i need a whole lot of friends anyways...i think it's better to keep it to a minimum. but to those that have been a friend to us...thankyou so much. thankyou lizz. thankyou leslie. thankyou alex. thankyou steve. thankyou cassie. thankyou amber. thankyou to all of you that are there for us. you mean the world...

Current Mood: tired

went to the doctor today...im between 1 and 2 centimeters dilated...have my next appointment on tuesday...and if she's not here by then...then he wants to induce me on wednesday....goddamn this baby is stubborn...little does she know that reguardless of what she decides she's comin' out next week damnit!!! mwa hahahha!!! we're forcing her!!!

ok i'm huge and cranky...c'mon lil' girl...grrr!!! marshall lied to me...he told me she was going to come today...the 24th...he's been telling me that for months...and it's today...and she's not here...damnit. this is just starting to piss me off...!!! i need to figure out what to do while i'm waiting to give birth. contractions really don't sound bad right now...they sound refreshing.

i wish i had a yard. that's the only thing that sucks about living in an apartment...no yard...means no garden...so i can't grow fresh veggies for my beasty girl. oh well. someday.

this baby needs to get outta me before i go nuts. c'mon genevieve it's time.

i want this kid out. holy shit i feel like i'm gonna explode...7 weeks left..hopefully...hopefully she won't stay in there for more than 7 weeks. that would suck big time...its hard standing up from a sitting position when your midsection doesnt wanna bend. blah. BUT i get to be a momma with my best friend lizz..who is due in september...woohoo! chaos. moody blues are moody. they're awesome.

Current Mood: full

heidi is in chattanoooooogggaaaaaa,TN. woohoo!!! B.A. yootiful weather!!! one thing is for sure tho...12 hours on the road is killer on a 7 month preggo ladies back...bleh. and i miss marshall.

Current Mood: sore

woohoo!
so after all the waiting and guessing...i finally have an answer!!!

IT'S A GIRL!!! ...

which doesnt stop me from putting trucks and cars in her bedroom. PINK TRUCKS!!! lol.
i only have three months left to wait...and i'm becoming very impatient...these are the longest nine months of my life!!! but...i'm over the paranoia...before i was just constantly worried that there would be something wrong with her...but now that i know she's healthy and strong and just right, i'm just excited!!! this is truly a wonderful experience, watching my belly grow and feeling her kicking and punching me...and flipping around...heh..she's gonna be one active lil' girl!

Current Mood: excited

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Heidi's gonna be a momma. holy shit that's a surprise huh? well i'm really excited and so is marshall and our mommas and families. Shit's about to get really busy though...cuz i don't wanna be 9 months pregnant when i get married so i'm moving my wedding from june 17th,2006.......to fuckin' dec. 10th, 2005!!! wooooweee!!! so now i have two months!!! and i need addresses....so if you know i'd invite you if i had a good memory then please please please leave me your address so i can send you an invitation. CONGRATULATIONS ME!!! in two months i will officially be Heidi Ann Millsaps!

Current Mood: excited

and the world goes 'round...the time keeps going...the days get closer together...time floats away in the breeze...and there's nothing in the world you can do about it but hope you can squeeze in enough work to satisfy the people that crave it.

ATTENTION:
i'm excited to announce to everybody that on the date of june 17th, 2006 that Marshall and I will be joining in marriage!!! EVERYBODY IS INVITED! but i need addresses for invites...so give. and u shall receive...invitations a many.....ehh i duunooooo. but seriously we're getting married next year and it's gonna be awesome. woohoo!

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: grateful dead

i know the anger people feel when they are about to kill someone...because whenever i think about you...all i see is red...

oh shit its my birthday...tools.tools.tools.tools.for heidi.

my fucking birthday is tomorrow. the big 2 motherfucking 0...

REMEMBER i will always love you...

im done with confusing things. its all over. so if you're confusing me think about it. cuz im happy.

hoobityhab.
check it out. theres this boy named marshall and he's tha shit...loves cars just like me...first boy ive been with that can talk about cars with me for hours...and work on cars with me...goes to school with me. only one problem...he's a ford guy...bleh. if we were to argue about anything it'd be about that...fuckn fords...

Current Mood: cheerful

yay for transmissions....
i love automatic transmissions...they're a miracle.....someone performed a miracle by actually thinkin up dat shit....hallelujah...12 more days of PURE AUTO TRANS!!! WOOHOO!

i love boys named anthony.

Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: bizzy bone- alpha and omega

READ MY LAST JOURNAL ENTRY AND TELL ME EXACTLY WHAT YOU THINK IM TALKING ABOUT....IF YOU GUESS RIGHT I'LL GIVE YOU 30 BUCKS...

its the smell...
in the midst of all hell you are still there for pleasure
when the sun rises and all hatred and frustration are on breath you are there for refreshment
when in need of any embrace, alone and lonely....you always pull through better than any other friend...
besides stability you are all anyone would ever need, and i thankyou...so...so much...for always keeping a smile on my face...i love you...and will never forget you even when we're not allowed to mangle anymore...

Current Mood: sedated

You are 89% Bisexual

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